The last few days before yesterday have been less than satisfactory. Work, work and what's that? more work. 7 hour shifts on Thursday and Friday with a 8pm - 1:30am Saturday - Sunday. Not a happy chap.
Sunday however was a nice turn around, slept in until midday, went to Sirens place, ate KFC, watched movies, had deep and meaningfuls, slept, went to tafe. She made streamers out of KFC wet towelettes and put them on the fan to make them twirl. Very trippy!
Today was essentially a do-your-assignments day. Did some filming then went to the fifth floor to admire the view before coming home to reflect on lifes events.
The feels side of life has been at a strange fluctuation. Socially things seem to be at a flatline mainly due to the abundance of assignments that's been piled on us. Got a birthday that will soon be on track I hope. The party I want to attend this week is going to be problematic with fucking work getting in my way. Love interests? kinda fucked myself over on that one, gotten over it and am currently on hiatus now. I feel like after impatiently chasing what I couldn't get or being to slow to act, I forgot to consider what I have currently: stable friendships. I should hold on to them more closely than running blind into something that would have a high risk of horrible consequences. Essentially treading on thin ice with cleavers on. So I'm some-what happy with what I got in the end run. Now to turn the page and start fresh, hopefully I can rekindle lost ground.
Also one thing that's really pissing me off is getting a read on people. Just when I think I had it right, I get fucked over. High school really did suck ass at teaching you human emotion and cultural differences. Everything was all localised. Now I'm getting mixed signals that's not really clicking so well in my mind. Not as in if someone likes me (HA!) but more like the way I'm viewed in a positive or negative manner. It's damn fucking confusing. The vibe people give off is... off putting.
Eh, fuck society.
Anyways tomorrows plan is tafe then home. Maybe something enlightening will happen tomorrow.
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