3/6/13

At this present time I am typing this on a big gawddamned screen. It's fucking awesome. Even though I use a big TV for my monitor I still haven't sorted out the resolution issue.

So anyways in previous events from what I can recall despite my mental state being in the later stages of drunkeness (I think I'm rather sober now considering how well I'm able to type all this). In my previous post I wish to amend a few things as I've been confronted with a different tone of light on particular situations. I may need to edit this in future as the later stages of drunkeness results in either sleepiness, restlessness or in the worst case scenario temporary depressiveness. I feel as if I'm slipping into the latter.

Events starting from the top.

The previous night consisted of rigorous editing of the Behind the Scenes of the short film I participated in. Seriously running out of ideas for it and that annoys me. So I did that until 12 in the gawddamned morning and eventually went to bed (In my new pyjamas!!!) I vowed that the morning would consist of my beard being shaven off, all my stuff packed properly and a good breakfast. BUT FUCKING NO. The morning was rushed and painful. The beard took forever to get rid of, getting the right clothing took too long and breakfast ended up being out the door toast in my mouth. Missed all the trains and had to take the bus, due to traffic (Which is why I like trains during the peak hours). I got there around 10 minutes late which wasn't too bad. Ended up passing (I think) all my tafe assignments meaning I'll be receiving a certificate IV in screen media visual effects!

So onto the drama...
In previous posts I was very worried about the state in which the most over used couple I have been mentioning on my posts recently.
The guy came to ME of all people and actively admitted to his old ways... but displayed active long term interest. Either news has gotten to him judging by the vibe of the night or he his being sincere. It's something I shouldn't dwell upon so much considering the long break but with a party coming up with the same people it does stick to the back of my mind. Other unexpected circumstances also developed in the coming events, I was happy that one issue was resolved but rather unhappy another has arisen... I doubt it will though but tensions could be high. Hopefully the holidays will cool it all off... if not then fuck. Peacekeeping here i come but if the night was this crazy in only 3 rooms then I can imagine that the party at a mansion will be 10x better .

Oh yeah and two girls were going at it as well again. So cute those two.

At the moment I'm of course tending to wounds both physically and emotionally like the fucking nice gawddamned guy I fucking am. FUCK.