I can still type coherently thank gawd. Feeling as if I'm about to explode with happiness and joy or is it confusion and dread. I feel as if those feelings some how relate to each other when it comes to my state of living. SO! What do I do! I write about anything and everything! But staying positive in the process. I was watching a movie tonight after a nice day of shooting, visiting stores that provided a lot of insight and funny fun then went to a mates and chilled and then came home and chilled some more to the point that I have had half a pizza, half a can of grape fanta, 2 breakas and 2 yogurts so I am gleaming with so much unneeded energy, no wonder I'm gaining dem KaeGees but like holidays always kill ma zen, gotta go out on more walksies and do dem burpies again so that i can get fit and then i can be happy with meself and furfill my life long dream of being able to hold someone up while they pretend to be a plane whilst being hyjacked. one day.
So yeah in my TAFE group theres this awesome hippie girl and she likes getting off the face and it's sooooooo cute but its kinda bad cause she's incredibly sexual and even though she's incredibly sexual she doesn't get my intentionally dirty jokes to make her laugh at how sexual she is.
I feel that steam is more than a cloud of liquefied water air whatever. All i know is that steam powers a steam engine and theres the emotional steam and we have angry steam and sexual steam and sometimes people put too much wood in the fire causing too much steam to be released which means that the fire will glow brighter causing the engine to work faster meaning it needs to vent a lot of steam. If the fire within the steam engine- i mean heart is set at a good temperature, not much steam is needing to be released meaning you don't have the craving to release it so often. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU USE COAL- i mean Alcohol infused in the engine- i mean bloodstream causing more steam needing to be released.
Gotta keep the zen or balance or preferably both to be the zing of zens.
Moral of the story: Learn to keep balance or you will need to vent a lot.
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